Err hmm.. Can i know more about love?


What's the headline for today? The headline is something about love. Actually now a days, many people are in a relationship. Not including me! xD But sometimes i'm very jealous which someone who are in a relationship xD But i told my self that i had never regret for losing you, cause it just a little matter. I won't be such a stupid kid to think all of this nonsense anymore, my life will keep on going and never stop until my heart stop beeping. I'll say a prayer to jesus for giving me a stronger body to stand me up, i just need that. Talk about love again, im not enough 18+ and i interested about love. Lol. im under year??? How come i interest about love?
I ask my mom before
dialog:-
Me: Mummy, if i fall in love with a boy, what should i do?

Mummy: hrmm.. Don't think about it first, your future is more important than this!

Me: (feel not really like to heard what mom just say) and i answer okay...... :(

Mummy: don't let me disappointed, promise me, your future is waiting you. And don't even destroy them. :)

Me: ... ... :((







And in the end. i will like to say : 笑不代表我开心，不笑也不代表我不开心…

Many people feel unhappy recently, including 'Me' :'(

I've give a chance for you, but you let me feel disappointed. let me feel upset. why? tell me why you choose this way? i have told you that you will regret one day, now serves you right. Why don't you choose a right way? This few day nightmare always disturbing my cheerful dream, but i always told my self that it just a dream, not really happen that, i told my self that i didn't want to see you anymore, but why you always appear in my dream? I want my lovely dream come into my mind, you just a rubbish in my dream. Now, my dream had been destroy by you. :'( I don't need your explain, i didn't want to hear your voice. You let me worried and worried about you, it enough already. I feel tried about you, everyday i heard your news, i feel my heart pain strongly. It enough, leave me alone please, i need a rest to recover. :'( you hurt my heart, i don't need you anymore. People ask me, are you okay? but i feel like didn't want to answer, and i feel sad when i tell it to someone. So i try don't say it out to anybody, just leave me alone, and don't bother about me. Happiness are all gone from me, and i need to thank you my happiness for leave me alone. Thanks allot, and don't come back again, i just need one of this word 'SAD' , i think this word is more suitable for me.
That's The End..
The author : Kaylee (leave me alone please) :)