Not My World :'(
Just pass the holiday im freaking boring, damn sad. Last Saturday, TF'st D. West invited me to his house and celebrate his bbq. He post a public bbq to fb and invite his friends but im not attending, cause when i saw the post it is too late ady. I stare at the clock and said it's 11something when i login my fb. Ops! it's over, and im very disappointed :'( Then i slowly walk back to my room, when im walking i feel stress and tried. At that time i said to myself i know im a useless person, didn't know how to care about myself. And at that time i said to myself, you are out! Nobody will pity you and care about you. Even my brother also dislike me to join TF'st gang, actually i really wanna told my brother that i just wanna hang out with them but im afraid and dislike to talk to him. :( Maybe this is not my world, i have this type of brother. Now im suffering, every time i need a guy to be my listener and i hope the listener will be my side to support me forever :'(
Just pass the holiday im freaking boring, damn sad. Last Saturday, TF'st D. West invited me to his house and celebrate his bbq. He post a public bbq to fb and invite his friends but im not attending, cause when i saw the post it is too late ady. I stare at the clock and said it's 11something when i login my fb. Ops! it's over, and im very disappointed :'( Then i slowly walk back to my room, when im walking i feel stress and tried. At that time i said to myself i know im a useless person, didn't know how to care about myself. And at that time i said to myself, you are out! Nobody will pity you and care about you. Even my brother also dislike me to join TF'st gang, actually i really wanna told my brother that i just wanna hang out with them but im afraid and dislike to talk to him. :( Maybe this is not my world, i have this type of brother. Now im suffering, every time i need a guy to be my listener and i hope the listener will be my side to support me forever :'(
